2 more days... my dearest friends and everybody who reads this blog...

Yup, not counting today which i'm going to waste staying at home the whole day except for dinner time. I'm actually left with my last wednesday and thursday being a citizen at the age of 18 and 19. Everything was good... even the TX card of mine that got stucked inside the ATM machine also got retrieved and sent back to me. So nothing really worries me now, except for the admission of SMU. It's my only hope i guess... Hope that i would be able to make it. I got everything under control... all the important documents, all the things that i need to bring, all the insider's information from my senior and most important i'm mentally prepared. So much so for my mental preparation, i should be thinking whether my physical can make it or not. So in the end, i still diagnosed myself as not being mentally prepared, as i'm still worrying whether i would suffer greatly inside the camp for the first two weeks. On tackling this issue, i decided to add one more item to my packlist so that i can at least help a bit to my recuperation of muscles aches... which is yoko-yoko. Hope that i would not need it that badly... currently a zero-fighter... I'm actually looking and searching and waiting for some miracles to happen, like out of a sudden, i woke up one day and i was able to do it. Hahaha! Let's all wish for the best alright? I would really wished to have internet access inside the camp, so that i can bring back news of the hottest and latest from the camp to all of you... But sorry... It's a camp, a military camp. Besides, did i mentioned that bringing handphone to my camp is redundant. Because all divers enlistees are not allowed to have handphones with them in the camp, they will tell the parents to bring back the handphone for us as we will not be allowed to use it for the BMT. Die... i'm worse than a chao recruit at Tekong liao... I seriously do not wish to be mistreated until like i'm not a human being. Like as S14 guys always said, Shui Bu Shi Ma Sheng De. Translated to english, it would be who in this world is not delivered by their mums. Everyone is the same... why some have to go through shit.. while others can SMOKE their way through... Ok... that's all for now... just my last feelings about NS. I'm gone on friday morning, so thursday night's post would be the last one. As in after that thursday post, this blog would be stagnant for 16 days before i come back on the 23rd... Oh.... NS is so crap...