Declaring war!

So this is the moment that all of you are waiting for right? A decision made by me, whether to go on or not right? Ok, i'm declaring war against the papers. I've just uninstalled CM4, which ruined so many parts of my real life, uninstalled any other games that i can find in the computer except those boring ones like minesweeper and whatever. Because i don't play them, so they don't pose a threat to me. Since, i just returned Gerald's CM4 disc back to him yesterday. There wouldn't be anymore backdoor that i can use. So making this decision and shutting any back routes is my only tactical approach towards efficient studying. So be it if i fail this round after so many battles of victory, and maybe gladful that i will get through it and get myself into University. It took me lots of pain to stop thinking this HULL CITY that i managed for 3 seasons. I never ever felt that philips could be so boring. For now, beside blogging, there isn't any other stuff i can actually do with philips. I'm on for the papers, who are the first to answer my maths qns about sampling and the last chapter. Who's going to teach me from scratch all the physics chapters? Who's going to teach me organic chemistry? Maybe i should study first before asking people. Or else people will hate me if they are explaining, while i only listen nonsense from them. Heehee... Checked with the weighing machine, put on a whopping 4kg. Guess i shouldn't be stunned by this round. Always gain weight whenever it's year end. Guess it's very much due to the stress involved at the year end. That's all my friends... hope that those who are like me could come to a conclusion as soon as possible.

EDITED.... five minutes later after reading all the comments and blogs from my friends...

Haha.. i should say i'm really defeated by you all... especially arthur, marc, zhiyu and xt. Really utterly defeated... you all created this huge source of guilty conscience inside me that i cannot not study anymore. Thanks guys, thanks arh... for being so good to defeat me. But never mind, since you all brought this upon me... Then, let me show you the wrath of my XIAO CONG MING! For siyi, you didn't really defeated me, because maybe due to the reason that wo gen ni tai shou le, so i'm not very scared of you. heehee... give you the credit that you always put the smile on me. can? happy? hahaha...