what happened?!

Only until yesterday then i discovered that the silvest that many knew was not himself already. With aid from shunfu and the chance given by vivien... oh no... Now i'm a bloody gay. Oh nono, not gay. Erm... i'm more like a monk. Girls that are cute or anything that is associated to pretty or nice didn't manage to make me react in a way that i used to. No more of that fast, accelerated heartbeat, no more of the intentions to start a mind game, no more slight intention to know the girl more. Everything that i used to do... GONE! Lazy to type more, just wait for more short posts...