Suffering Continues...

Haha, never did i expect to type this post with zero voice, blocked-nose and a feverish head. Gone was my pink of health, now i'm a sick cat, probably for most of the people, a sick fat cat. Didn't really predicted this to come. Haven't been sicked for once for this one whole year, and finally it came, so late nearing the end of the year somemore. Just a month ago, my whole family was having some spreadable kind of flu. But i braved through without even a sneeze, thinking that maybe i wouldn't be as sickly as i used to be. However, it's my TURN now! Having white porridge with those tasteless side dishes (teochew style) and almost sugarfree Barley. Everything was just suddenly put to a stop, my gaming, my studies, my relationship (this one stop quite long liao. Haha!), my drum practices. Now i only concentrate on lying around the house, watch tv, listen to songs, sleep, nap, drink barley, go toilet, stare blankly onto the computer screen. Didn't want to force myself to do homework. Told myself that since i'm sick, i can slack for a while. In fact, i already slacked for this whole 1 plus years, what's the difference of adding one more day to it. Haha...

Slept late for the previous week. Due to DotA, 3 am is my sleeping time. Wake up early in the morning to attend school. So sleeping time is decreased to minimal for me. My mum came in to scold me this afternoon. Telling me that she know me ever since i'm borned. And she knows how much sleep i need. She was saying that at 10pm, you must sleep and you will be super happy the next day and healthy as well. Once i break that time barrier, the heatiness, the angriness, all the bad things will come. Guess she was right eh? Afterall, she's the one who lived with me for 18 plus years. That's super long! Compared to a friend that i know for 6 or even 10 years? Haha... I think i'm crazy, saying things that are redundant. Of course, it's normal for your mum to stay with you for a longer time than anyone else. I was wondering what if one day my mum isn't around. There will be no one to cook for me, no one to look after me when i'm sick, no one to iron my clothes, no one to wash my clothes, no one to nag me (i like this). No one to cook, can go buy. No one to look after, can go hospital. No one to iron and wash clothes, can find a maid. So i was really thinking whether i needed my mum so much. Is it really so darn bloody true that, only when someone really precious left you, then you will feel that sting (or i should say STAB). Haha. Shall not dwell much into this, afterall, it's not very important for now.

DotA has became part of me, even since i skipped class with Azhari and of course ZY and MK. Azhari showed me the basics of the game, Shiqin showed me the advanced step of the game. Now, i should say, i'm quite up to standard to play with those people who frequent the LAN shop. Funny thing was, i never ever thought of DotA when i'm not playing it. But once i engaged myself into the game, the CPU inside my brain will sort of turn on and all the thought will come in every second as i play the game. Remembering all the mistakes, realising all the tactics, plotting of backstabs. Guess i have turned the game into some serious business eh? Cos it's always been a trend for CL, MK, BY to talk about DotA when they are like in class and not playing it. Not say it's not alright, but just wonder if it make sense or does it help to just say and imagine you doing all the right things but not doing it while playing the game. I must say that everyone stands a real chance to becoming a pro. It's not that difficult. Guess only Marc knows my real intention of succeeding in the game, but please don't tell anyone else ok?

Some real tips from the pros that i met in the internet?
- Cautious
- Ruthless
- Need some intellectual hunches
- Skilled brain like mine
- haha looking for more?
- find me and ask me
- play with me in a team
- bootlick me first?
- promise me a treat?

Haha.. enough liao. Got to go and sleep. Bye!