Nice Nice...

In about two to three days time, i will go into my school hall taking my first theory paper for my A-levels. So i should be asking myself about the level of preparation i'm at now. Haha... Normally, i forbids my friend to talk about academic stuffs in front of me. No, i'm not that selfish, they can talk about academic stuffs but don't ask me anything about it. Never ask me if i finished my work, because i never will. Never ask me if i'm prepared because i will cheat myself to tell you i did. Haha! Kind of weird right? Oh ya, talking about asking myself a question that is academic. I had this strange feeling, something like "Hurry to sleep! Stop thinking about it!". So i couldn't actually reply to myself about that question.

Anyway, last night i had a short chat with Nizam and PK. They are so nice to talk to. Haha! Just like PK, i'm high too. Can't wait to finish up this crap, can't wait to start my CELEBRATIONS and ruin my biological clock. I mean ruining your inner clock is one of the top signs of "Yeah Man! You are having real fun and enjoying to the maximum!" Haha! Then, Nizam talked about how i'm going to stay committed to the NEXT Dec, as in Dec 2005. So, very confidently, i told him, i will still have my weekend breaks for the band. Haha... Actually, i don[t even know if i will make that effort as what i said to Nizam. Because afterall, being in a school band is much different in being in an outside band. There is no CCA points for you, to motivate you to work hard, to force you to attend practices. But i have to say, maybe it's the passion that i cultivated from my secondary school years that will affect and influence me to decide whether i will really commit myself into this band. I got a strong urge to play in an outside band, i want to see where i'm standing after this 6 years of practice. I don't want to waste this ability that is inside me. Haha. I'm talking as if my ability is very great. Haha... But i will hope that i will be given a chance to prove myself and probably learn more stuffs over at MusArt. I just got to hope that they don't kick me out for being super lousy (same thoughts as PK). I did asked Siyi to come with me to join. But she seemed reluctant. Think i should stop pestering her. Haha... So, that means, i will go in there alone? PK, you must go ok? Or else i'm going to be super lonely over there. Afterall, Nizam is going to have his friends over there. And i'm scared the topic over there is too old for me. Keke...

Met quite a few friends in these two days. Met CheeChang and WeiChang, they were asking me the same exact question as Gerald asked me today. Which is whether i've received my enlistment letter. I replied the same answer to them, THEY FORGOTTON ME! Haha. Even Siyi asked me the same thing last night i think. Ya. I really haven't receive my enlistment letter. Don't know whether it's good or bad. Because if i didn't received my EL by now, most probably i wouldn't be taken in by Tekong. And I will most probably go to some MONO-intake, like Diver or Commando. Since, i'm not chosen for Commando trials so i wouldn't be a Commando. And so happen that i'm listed for Diver trials, i must say my greatest fear struck upon me. Bad as in, i will be going through hell which i hope i could take it without injuring myself through the course of it. Maybe a little good is, I will be darker, leaner, a better swimmer, a more confident beach bum? Haha! But i really hope that ZR could accompany me into this shit, and i hope we could become buddies. Haha, but i think it wouldn't be so coincidental one. Haiz!

Didn't know how the Nice Nice thing came into my mind when starting to type this blog. It really got nothing associated with the things that i typed. Haha... Maybe i'm thinking about that 10 years old that i see almost every time i open my mailbox. Haha... What a Paedophile!